FRIENDS
Not a sibling, Not any other relation,
A Friend is a person, without whom
Life is an empty station
Siblings fight,could be solved
without even its trace
Spouse fights, should be resolved
and never should have a trace
But a fight with a friend
sucks away the soul,
Leaves a scar, never to be erased
even by the change of time
So treasure them, cheish them
and wish them a lot
with a beautiful heart
A HAPPY LIFE TOGETHER FOREVER
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
My Gokusen Fanfic - 2 [ Part 1]
FRIEND OR BOYFRIEND
3-D classroom was very noisy. Every one was shouting at top of their voices. Today is their last day before exams. Though Kumiko was there she didn’t even attempt to stop them. Its their last class, couldn’t stop them have their final laugh of their student’ life. Everyone will be graduating and gone. Though I would have other batches come I wont feel the same. I would miss them a lot. Especially ……. Her thoughts faded when someone hit her on the head with the papers, which was in her desk. She turned around to see Shin with papers in his hands.
He asked, ‘The bell rang long ago. What are you brooding about?’
Regaining herself, but becoming sad once again, ‘They left without saying bye to me? I thought they would definitely shed tears on separation but seems not one liked me. Everyone left without even a word. Think I haven’t done good job being their teacher. Am I no good Sawada?’ She was almost in tears.
‘Stop acting like that. You are being so emo. We still have exams left before saying goodbye. Don’t act like this any time again. I hate it’ He said in a very low voice. He started towards the door, before continuing, ‘By the way, but for you, they wouldn’t be even planning to attend the exams. So you are good.’
She followed him to the door out of the school. But she was still upset and she was trying very hard to control her tears. Shin has never seen her like this and he was very uncomfortable. He walked ahead of her very fast which she didn’t even realize. He hate it even more when she didn’t give her attention to him. He walked to her straight, and stopped her by grabbing her arms. She was so stunned and surprised.
‘I said quit acting like that. Its not the end. If you are gonna be like this, I wont ever talk to you again’ He shouted at her and left in a hurry.
Stunned at his madness, she just saw him walk fast and disappear behind the turn. Idiot I am gonna miss you all especially you. How can I act normal? She wanted to shout back but just withdrew her emotions and went to her house.
The next few days passed very quickly as the exams started. The students would come and talk to her after writing the exams, which she knew, would have been only because Shin told them to. They discussed their papers with her. The final exam was over, everyone was happy to go out of the school except for one red-haired student. He and Kumiko hardly spoke during the exams. She didn’t want to bother him so she always wore a smile whenever she saw him. But it was very obvious for Shin to find it out but he just kept ignoring it. The last exam being over, Shin started to go out of the class without talking to her. It hurt her very much. She finished her work and ran out of the school to catch to him but he was nowhere to be seen. She was frustrated. She was angered. She even wanted to shout and cry. Why Shin, why are you doing this to me. Is it wrong to show my emotions. Its only to you I am a bit free. I never show any of such emotions to anyone. I never had anyone like you for me. Is it wrong to think you as a special person? IS it wrong to think that you are always there for me not only when I am happy or want any suggestion but also when I want to shed tears? You are the only person who has ever seen me in such a state. Why Shin? Why? She was very upset and it was very visible in her face. But she didn’t let her tears down because he wasn’t there around to wipe it off or so she thought. She went to her home and went straight to the training hall. She punched the practicing bag till her hand fell off and she just fell to the floor. She stared the roof for long time and she was oblivious of what’s going around her.
Suddenly she heard Kyo’ voice shouting in the garden. Its better to be with some company, than to be alone, in this situation. She murmured to herself and went to find him. She was so stunned and shocked to see Shin with him. I shouldn’t have come out at all. She blamed herself but as Kyo already waved at her, she had to go to him.
‘Oujo, the young master has come to say his goodbye it seems. He’s going to go abroad for his higher studies. Isn’t he kind?’ Kyo was jabbering
She was shocked even more. It was very obvious from her expression. Even Kyo found it difficult to see his Oujo like that. He left both of them with some lame excuse.
‘So you are leaving’ She asked him
‘Why? Do you want me to be here?’
‘Why would I want that? And again, I was the one who said you are not needed in Avedo house’
‘But what’s with that ‘My world ends here’ expression on your face?’
She didn’t respond.
‘Actually I came here to say something important’ He said
She wasn’t listening. Her heart ached by the fact that she would be all-alone, after he’s gone. She was visualizing all the incidents she had with him. Seeing her not attentive, he shook her. She came back to the present.
‘hehe sorry. What were you saying’ She began acting all goofy.
‘Hey you can stop that’ he said without looking at her.
‘en? What?’
‘Your heheing ofcourse’
‘Now you don’t like my heheing too. I thought you just didn’t like me emotional. Just what should I do if I shouldn’t be emotional or heheing’
‘You are weird you know’ he said coldly.
It hurt her even more. She missed talking to him all these days and now he come and talk even more coldly. She was on the verge of loosing control over her emotions. Kumiko what happened to you? If anyone upset you, the only thing you would do is to beat them up. But you are you so weak now. Why cant you just put some sense into his brains by beating him. No I cant do that. I just cant do that to Shin. He’s not just a student to me. He’s more than that.
‘Why weren’t you talking to me the past few days?’ Kumiko asked
‘Eerrrr, you know I was busy. Don’t you?’
‘Busy han? You really don’t have to study hard I know that better than anything. You were avoiding me. Why did you do that?’
‘Well why would I do that’
‘That’s what I wanted to know’
‘What the big deal? Its only me who didn’t talk to you. All you other beloved students came to talk to you na. You were only worried about them’
‘I never said I didn’t bother about you’
‘Well, when I was still there in the class talking to you the day before exams, you were only worried that all others didn’t talk to you. Even though I was there, you only asked for them. Didn’t even bother to wish me or talk to me. Not that I expected.’ He said in a cold voice.
‘Hey I was only thinking about missing all you guys’
‘First, tell me clearly who am I to you. Am I same as Ochi and others to you? Am I like Tetsu and Minoru to you? Or am I your Shinohara?’ He said the last part with more emotion.
She just stared at him without any emotions. ‘You know you are definitely more important to me than my other students. Tetsu and Minoru would probably hate me if I tell you are much more important. But that’s the fact. And Shinohara-sensei, don’t even imagine yourself to be equal. You are much more important than any other people I have ever acquainted with. You are not my student anymore and I don’t just consider you as my bother, you are.. you are…. My FRIEND damn it. Is it that hard to understand? I always want you to be beside me. Be there for me always. I have never ever been so emotional in my whole life except for the past few days thinking that I should have to part with you.’
‘You are talking like I am your boy-friend’ He rolled his eyes but expectantly he met her eyes. There was no emotion but horror in it.
‘Shin, you idiot. All my other relations may change at any time. Many people may come in as my brothers or students. I may even end up not marrying him. But I just don’t want to be without you around. And you are NOT my boy friend. You are much more than that. My friend. My only friend. Sure I have Ms.Fujiyama but don’t you know you are the only one I always wanted to share and enjoy.’
‘err… you still talk like I am your boy-friend’
She whacked him on the head, which he dodged easily. She was even more surprised.
‘You always told don’t mess up with my business. I don’t want you to be around me. Blah blah blah….. and now you tell you want me to be by your side always’
She remained silence. Did he really not understand her emotions? Or is he really correct. Am I thinking him in Shinohara-san’ place? No way… She shook her head. He’ my student. My best one. And I want him to be by my side as he always did.
Seeing her facial reactions, Shin said, ‘Okay Kumiko! You don’t have to answer. If that’s what you want, I am more than happy to be your friend. Only that I always thought myself as a competitor to your Shinohara and I am not willing to let go of that thought for ever. I will wait till you make up your mind. I will be your friend till you call me your BF.’
Hearing her name for the first time from him, she was totally taken back. ‘What shouldn’t I call you by your name. Now that we are friends, I can call you by your name, Kumiko’ he said with a smirk.
‘Of course you are my BF’ She told with a even wide smirk.
He froze suddenly. He came near her to pull her to him. She suddenly moved aside, laughing,
‘BF means Beloved Friend Idiot’ she said running to the dining table where everyone was waiting for them.
Darn it Kumiko, I really want to be your boy-friend not just a friend. But anything to make you happy and back to normal, he thought following her to the dining table.
3-D classroom was very noisy. Every one was shouting at top of their voices. Today is their last day before exams. Though Kumiko was there she didn’t even attempt to stop them. Its their last class, couldn’t stop them have their final laugh of their student’ life. Everyone will be graduating and gone. Though I would have other batches come I wont feel the same. I would miss them a lot. Especially ……. Her thoughts faded when someone hit her on the head with the papers, which was in her desk. She turned around to see Shin with papers in his hands.
He asked, ‘The bell rang long ago. What are you brooding about?’
Regaining herself, but becoming sad once again, ‘They left without saying bye to me? I thought they would definitely shed tears on separation but seems not one liked me. Everyone left without even a word. Think I haven’t done good job being their teacher. Am I no good Sawada?’ She was almost in tears.
‘Stop acting like that. You are being so emo. We still have exams left before saying goodbye. Don’t act like this any time again. I hate it’ He said in a very low voice. He started towards the door, before continuing, ‘By the way, but for you, they wouldn’t be even planning to attend the exams. So you are good.’
She followed him to the door out of the school. But she was still upset and she was trying very hard to control her tears. Shin has never seen her like this and he was very uncomfortable. He walked ahead of her very fast which she didn’t even realize. He hate it even more when she didn’t give her attention to him. He walked to her straight, and stopped her by grabbing her arms. She was so stunned and surprised.
‘I said quit acting like that. Its not the end. If you are gonna be like this, I wont ever talk to you again’ He shouted at her and left in a hurry.
Stunned at his madness, she just saw him walk fast and disappear behind the turn. Idiot I am gonna miss you all especially you. How can I act normal? She wanted to shout back but just withdrew her emotions and went to her house.
The next few days passed very quickly as the exams started. The students would come and talk to her after writing the exams, which she knew, would have been only because Shin told them to. They discussed their papers with her. The final exam was over, everyone was happy to go out of the school except for one red-haired student. He and Kumiko hardly spoke during the exams. She didn’t want to bother him so she always wore a smile whenever she saw him. But it was very obvious for Shin to find it out but he just kept ignoring it. The last exam being over, Shin started to go out of the class without talking to her. It hurt her very much. She finished her work and ran out of the school to catch to him but he was nowhere to be seen. She was frustrated. She was angered. She even wanted to shout and cry. Why Shin, why are you doing this to me. Is it wrong to show my emotions. Its only to you I am a bit free. I never show any of such emotions to anyone. I never had anyone like you for me. Is it wrong to think you as a special person? IS it wrong to think that you are always there for me not only when I am happy or want any suggestion but also when I want to shed tears? You are the only person who has ever seen me in such a state. Why Shin? Why? She was very upset and it was very visible in her face. But she didn’t let her tears down because he wasn’t there around to wipe it off or so she thought. She went to her home and went straight to the training hall. She punched the practicing bag till her hand fell off and she just fell to the floor. She stared the roof for long time and she was oblivious of what’s going around her.
Suddenly she heard Kyo’ voice shouting in the garden. Its better to be with some company, than to be alone, in this situation. She murmured to herself and went to find him. She was so stunned and shocked to see Shin with him. I shouldn’t have come out at all. She blamed herself but as Kyo already waved at her, she had to go to him.
‘Oujo, the young master has come to say his goodbye it seems. He’s going to go abroad for his higher studies. Isn’t he kind?’ Kyo was jabbering
She was shocked even more. It was very obvious from her expression. Even Kyo found it difficult to see his Oujo like that. He left both of them with some lame excuse.
‘So you are leaving’ She asked him
‘Why? Do you want me to be here?’
‘Why would I want that? And again, I was the one who said you are not needed in Avedo house’
‘But what’s with that ‘My world ends here’ expression on your face?’
She didn’t respond.
‘Actually I came here to say something important’ He said
She wasn’t listening. Her heart ached by the fact that she would be all-alone, after he’s gone. She was visualizing all the incidents she had with him. Seeing her not attentive, he shook her. She came back to the present.
‘hehe sorry. What were you saying’ She began acting all goofy.
‘Hey you can stop that’ he said without looking at her.
‘en? What?’
‘Your heheing ofcourse’
‘Now you don’t like my heheing too. I thought you just didn’t like me emotional. Just what should I do if I shouldn’t be emotional or heheing’
‘You are weird you know’ he said coldly.
It hurt her even more. She missed talking to him all these days and now he come and talk even more coldly. She was on the verge of loosing control over her emotions. Kumiko what happened to you? If anyone upset you, the only thing you would do is to beat them up. But you are you so weak now. Why cant you just put some sense into his brains by beating him. No I cant do that. I just cant do that to Shin. He’s not just a student to me. He’s more than that.
‘Why weren’t you talking to me the past few days?’ Kumiko asked
‘Eerrrr, you know I was busy. Don’t you?’
‘Busy han? You really don’t have to study hard I know that better than anything. You were avoiding me. Why did you do that?’
‘Well why would I do that’
‘That’s what I wanted to know’
‘What the big deal? Its only me who didn’t talk to you. All you other beloved students came to talk to you na. You were only worried about them’
‘I never said I didn’t bother about you’
‘Well, when I was still there in the class talking to you the day before exams, you were only worried that all others didn’t talk to you. Even though I was there, you only asked for them. Didn’t even bother to wish me or talk to me. Not that I expected.’ He said in a cold voice.
‘Hey I was only thinking about missing all you guys’
‘First, tell me clearly who am I to you. Am I same as Ochi and others to you? Am I like Tetsu and Minoru to you? Or am I your Shinohara?’ He said the last part with more emotion.
She just stared at him without any emotions. ‘You know you are definitely more important to me than my other students. Tetsu and Minoru would probably hate me if I tell you are much more important. But that’s the fact. And Shinohara-sensei, don’t even imagine yourself to be equal. You are much more important than any other people I have ever acquainted with. You are not my student anymore and I don’t just consider you as my bother, you are.. you are…. My FRIEND damn it. Is it that hard to understand? I always want you to be beside me. Be there for me always. I have never ever been so emotional in my whole life except for the past few days thinking that I should have to part with you.’
‘You are talking like I am your boy-friend’ He rolled his eyes but expectantly he met her eyes. There was no emotion but horror in it.
‘Shin, you idiot. All my other relations may change at any time. Many people may come in as my brothers or students. I may even end up not marrying him. But I just don’t want to be without you around. And you are NOT my boy friend. You are much more than that. My friend. My only friend. Sure I have Ms.Fujiyama but don’t you know you are the only one I always wanted to share and enjoy.’
‘err… you still talk like I am your boy-friend’
She whacked him on the head, which he dodged easily. She was even more surprised.
‘You always told don’t mess up with my business. I don’t want you to be around me. Blah blah blah….. and now you tell you want me to be by your side always’
She remained silence. Did he really not understand her emotions? Or is he really correct. Am I thinking him in Shinohara-san’ place? No way… She shook her head. He’ my student. My best one. And I want him to be by my side as he always did.
Seeing her facial reactions, Shin said, ‘Okay Kumiko! You don’t have to answer. If that’s what you want, I am more than happy to be your friend. Only that I always thought myself as a competitor to your Shinohara and I am not willing to let go of that thought for ever. I will wait till you make up your mind. I will be your friend till you call me your BF.’
Hearing her name for the first time from him, she was totally taken back. ‘What shouldn’t I call you by your name. Now that we are friends, I can call you by your name, Kumiko’ he said with a smirk.
‘Of course you are my BF’ She told with a even wide smirk.
He froze suddenly. He came near her to pull her to him. She suddenly moved aside, laughing,
‘BF means Beloved Friend Idiot’ she said running to the dining table where everyone was waiting for them.
Darn it Kumiko, I really want to be your boy-friend not just a friend. But anything to make you happy and back to normal, he thought following her to the dining table.
My Gokusen Fanfic - 1 [ Part 2]
KUMIKO'S CONFUSIONS
The next day at school, Kumiko entered the classroom of 3-D only to find the last desk empty. She went to rooftop to find that missing boy. Shin was there, lying on his back with his face covered with a book. When he heard the foot steps nearing him and knowing whose they belong to, he just stood up and took his bag and left the roof-top without even looking at her. She was a bit surprised and annoyed at his behaviour. But knowing that this is the reaction she would get after what happened the last night, she just smirked and followed him to class. Even in the class, all he did was just to see out of the window and not once, not even by mistake did he turn to look at her. She really got mad at his behaviour. She tried to talk to him but all she got for an answer was ‘Ah’.
Immediately after the school was over, Shin, much to the surprise of his gang and to the annoyance of Kumiko, left.
Uchi : Hey Shin, what has got in to you today? You behave so very abnormal
Shin : In what way?
Minami : For once, you are starting early today.
Shin : Have to go somewhere. See you guys later.
Others : Yea bye.
Kumiko, who was listening to this conversation, thought of following him. But restricted herself. ‘If hes not gonna, talk why the heck should I even bother. After all was not wrong. I just said ….’ The other mind told, ‘yea you told hes a kid, that would hurt anyone especially him when you know how mad he gets when you call him that’
Finally, she told herself, ‘I was not wrong and I am not going to be bothered by the fact that hesnt talking to me any more’ But her eyes betrayed her. Before anyone could see her in that state, she darted to her home.
On entering her home, she heard noises from the training hall and went to see whos become so sincere to train there. She almost fell off when she saw Shin training with Kyou. Suddenly, she smiled evilly, with the thought that, ‘Shin, pay-back time. If you don’t die, you are sure to at least be bed-ridden for a week’. She smirked and went off. Shin saw her smirk and became even more adamant to be trained. He just wanted to be stronger. But his determination did nothing to protect him from his trainer. He just rained punches on him. He was dead flat when the training was called off for the day. He was so relieved that day ended but felt very painful to have been knocked down in front of Kumiko.
A week passed, with Shin and Kumiko not talking with each other at the school and evenings, Kumiko would wontedly go and watch them train. She saw him progress. In a week, he had made a good improvement and was able to easily dodge Kyou’ attack and even tried to hit him back. But she wasn’t finished with her pay-back. He’s gonna get more pain than she suffered from not talking to him. ‘Oh wait! Why should I be in pain for that? He’s just another brat trying to become stronger. Why should I feel bad for not talking to him? Why do I miss him so much at school? Why do I get immense pleasure in hurting him? Why do I see him even when hes not around? Why do I want him to be with me always? I am going all crazy again, I think. She talked to herself. She shook her head and pushed her thoughts aside. Reason or no reason, I am not done punishing him for not talking with me. So what if he’s become good, I would find a way so that he would be flat tomorrow too, in pain. You are so mean her mind told her Why thank you, the other mind told and laughed heartily. He deserves it for hurting me. Wait, why should I be hurt in the first place. Oh God, Whatever is happening to me? She looked at herself in the mirror but couldn’t see her. All she saw was Shin standing when she was so sure he wouldn’t enter her room. She sighed.
The next day at school, during the break, Noda was telling his group about the girl he’s gonna date that weekend. Everyone started talking about girls except for Shin. Kumiko, out of no-where came and joined the conversation. Everyone was quite startled to see her join them. She came down upon them for going out at such young age.
Minami : en? “Young age” Who’s young? We are high school students what do you expect?
Kumiko : Yes. You are just school students. You shouldn’t be engaging yourself in such acts
Noda : Why did you even bother joining our conversation, Yankumi. You very well know, we wont listen to you anyway. And Dating is our birthright. Now, just buzz off.
Kumiko was about to silence him with her punch, when she heard
Shin : umm, dating aren’t that bad I should say.
Everyone gaped at that sentence from him.
Noda : Did you really say what you said now Shin?
Shin : [That idiot Yankumi, if I hadn’t blurted that sentence, her cover would have blown out Ah [Idiot, making me say such non-sensical sentences
Uchi : Hey, we know you are behaving weird these days Shin. But we never thought this change would ever happen. So tell us what kinda girl you like.
Shin : “ “
Kumiko : Say it [staring at him, all these time
Shin : I don’t think physical appearance would turn me. But I certainly wouldn’t let my girl have pig tails or glasses
Everyone turned to look at Kumiko and laughed.
Uchi : Don’t worry Shin, not all girls have as bad taste as Yankumi.
They roared again. Shin tried his best to pull Uchi and others away from fuming Kumiko.
Kumiko : Then what kinda girl you like[she cried out after him
He stopped suddenly, went near her, and asked “Why? You want to change for me?”
She turned beet red and moved away from the group everyone now laughing even more.
That brat Sawada, who does he think he is. Talking to me like that. I just wanted to rip his head off but couldn’t do with everyone around. I will smash him when he comes today for practice with Kyou. In the evening, at Avedo house, Shin was in his practice when Kyou came and informed Kumiko about his progress.
Kumiko : Yes Kyou-san I saw that yesterday. You are such a good trainer. She smiled.
So you have become too good han? So what, I will beat you dead no matter what. If I cant make much damage out then I will kill u inside. Lets see how you take this. She thought of something and went to her room and locked it behind her.
Next day morning, she messaged him to come to school a little bit early and wait for her in the roof-top. Knowing her, he thought, she would come and either lecture him or gonna beat him to pulp. But he did come early and waited for her. He was lying down with a book over his face, when he sensed her coming near him.
‘Why you called me Yankumi?’ He asked without any interest in his voice. ‘If you want to fight, then your place is perfect not the roof-top.’
‘I didn’t come to fight you, Shin’ She said with a voice which Shin couldn’t believe to be her’s and also she called him by his name. He took the book off his face and gaped at the scene. She was standing so close to him but not in her usual outfit but in a very different outfit Shin can ever imagine on her. She was wearing golden-honey coloured dress rolling down till her feet with small red and black frills spreading across her chest diagonally. She looked absolutely stunning in it with her hair neatly combed without a pigtail and she had had it in her front, which covered one of her naked shoulder. The other shoulder had a thin strip, which held the dress on to her. And there were no glasses. As it was very early, only 7.00 am no one was in the school and also the sun was just rising. She was glittering in its rays. He could hardly breath when he saw her. He took a whole 5min to get it registered in his mind that it is in real his Kumiko. He sat up at once.
‘What happened Shin? Why are you staring at me like that? Did you see your girl in me or what? She bent near his ears and whispered. It was too much for him. He was loosing his control. All he wanted to do was to hold her tight in his embrace and steal her lips. Her voice was so seductive. He really couldn’t believe it himself. He has never imagined her like that before. It was all so sudden that he was thoroughly confused. He stood up still not out of that trace. He realized, she was standing dangerously close to him. Her smile, or rather was it a smirk, was taunting him. He just wanted to press his lips against those. When he walked unconsciously close to her, she let him near her and when he bent to kiss her, she whispered in his ears, ‘What are you doing, my dear student?. You are six years younger than me. Did you forget?’ in a very sweet voice. It took him several minutes for him to understand what she told him. But it had the effect she was planning for. His face showed reaction. It was all- shock, anger, emptiness and even hatred. She smirked again and said, ‘Never ever underestimate what I can do. SAWADA’ She told him and quickly went down to get changed to her normal Yankumi style, leaving behind emotionally tormented Shin on the roof-top alone.
Shin couldn’t stand there, he thought, the earth under his feet was giving away and he fell on his knees. ‘Oh God! What has she done to me? That, That, …..’ He couldn’t find a word to express his hatred to her at that moment. Everything was so blurred to him at that moment. He thought its best to be out of school even before it commenced and just go somewhere away from her where he wouldn’t be able to think about anything. But he didn’t want to be alone fearing, loneness would remind him of her and that too in the close proximity he had with her a few min before. He thought sparring would take his mind off this scene and went straight to Kyou. Kyou was very surprised to see Shin at that hour and wanted to ask what happened. But seeing his face, it was crystal clear that he was severely beaten inwardly. He just said nothing and when Shin asked for practice he was more glad to help him out. They sparred all through the day. When Kyou went on a break, Shin even called Tetsu and Minoru to fight him. He didn’t even want one idle time with him that day. The evening came, Kyou had tried to get the answer out of Shin but was futile. Kumiko entered the household and saw a very depressed and exhausted Shin lying on the backyard just staring at the sky.
When she realized, only she and Shin are in the house all alone, Kumiko came near him smirked at Shin who was still lying on the floor.
Kumiko : So you are still a KID, just trying to be all hero. I just saw Kyou going out. He told you could hardly evade his kicks today. You were just having fluke all these days it seems.
She seemed a bit back to normal because her anger had been satisfied with his torn down look this morning. She even pitied him in the morning and blushed at the thought that he actually could have kissed her.
Shin seeing her normal, smiled and got up, went near her as close as he can and whispered in her ears, “Had I been just a kid to you, then you wouldn’t have done what you did today morning.”
Kumiko was so shocked and thunderstruck, very blushed because of the closeness and because of what he told, “en? What? Umm?” is all what she could say.
Shin smirked and came in even close as if he’s gonna kiss her. She closed her eyes tight without thinking of moving or stopping him. She could feel his presence near him, so close, that it was becoming hard for her to breathe. Why didn’t I feel like this in the morning. Oi, who said you didn’t feel like this? You looked even more pathetic than him when he didn’t kiss you, just that your ego got better of you and for once it was for good else your little plan would be all miserably failed, her inner mind shouted at her. She opened her eyes and found him gone from there. She felt angry she felt sudden urge to shout at him but didn’t understand for what? Should she be mad at him for coming so close to her or for not kissing her? She was confused and hurt. She saw him stepping into the streets with his back to her. But she definitely knows how his face would be. He was having the wickedest smirk he ever had.
She was about to break down. She just sat on the ground not wanting to fall because of her shivering legs. She let some tears drop from her eyes before she realized a note in her had. The scene went through her mind once again. After she shut her eyes, she could sense him take her hand and squeeze it. Then he suddenly let go off her hand and it took some time for her to open her eyes. He must have thrust the paper then.
It read : JUST TWO MORE MONTHS FOR GRADUATION. AFTER THAT YOU ARE MINE. AND NEVER WEAR THAT KINDA DRESS AROUND ME BEFORE THAT TIME.
She just smiled. I know your weakness now Shin Sawada, she smirked. ‘And I am happy to know it’ she said aloud to herself.
The next day at school, Kumiko entered the classroom of 3-D only to find the last desk empty. She went to rooftop to find that missing boy. Shin was there, lying on his back with his face covered with a book. When he heard the foot steps nearing him and knowing whose they belong to, he just stood up and took his bag and left the roof-top without even looking at her. She was a bit surprised and annoyed at his behaviour. But knowing that this is the reaction she would get after what happened the last night, she just smirked and followed him to class. Even in the class, all he did was just to see out of the window and not once, not even by mistake did he turn to look at her. She really got mad at his behaviour. She tried to talk to him but all she got for an answer was ‘Ah’.
Immediately after the school was over, Shin, much to the surprise of his gang and to the annoyance of Kumiko, left.
Uchi : Hey Shin, what has got in to you today? You behave so very abnormal
Shin : In what way?
Minami : For once, you are starting early today.
Shin : Have to go somewhere. See you guys later.
Others : Yea bye.
Kumiko, who was listening to this conversation, thought of following him. But restricted herself. ‘If hes not gonna, talk why the heck should I even bother. After all was not wrong. I just said ….’ The other mind told, ‘yea you told hes a kid, that would hurt anyone especially him when you know how mad he gets when you call him that’
Finally, she told herself, ‘I was not wrong and I am not going to be bothered by the fact that hesnt talking to me any more’ But her eyes betrayed her. Before anyone could see her in that state, she darted to her home.
On entering her home, she heard noises from the training hall and went to see whos become so sincere to train there. She almost fell off when she saw Shin training with Kyou. Suddenly, she smiled evilly, with the thought that, ‘Shin, pay-back time. If you don’t die, you are sure to at least be bed-ridden for a week’. She smirked and went off. Shin saw her smirk and became even more adamant to be trained. He just wanted to be stronger. But his determination did nothing to protect him from his trainer. He just rained punches on him. He was dead flat when the training was called off for the day. He was so relieved that day ended but felt very painful to have been knocked down in front of Kumiko.
A week passed, with Shin and Kumiko not talking with each other at the school and evenings, Kumiko would wontedly go and watch them train. She saw him progress. In a week, he had made a good improvement and was able to easily dodge Kyou’ attack and even tried to hit him back. But she wasn’t finished with her pay-back. He’s gonna get more pain than she suffered from not talking to him. ‘Oh wait! Why should I be in pain for that? He’s just another brat trying to become stronger. Why should I feel bad for not talking to him? Why do I miss him so much at school? Why do I get immense pleasure in hurting him? Why do I see him even when hes not around? Why do I want him to be with me always? I am going all crazy again, I think. She talked to herself. She shook her head and pushed her thoughts aside. Reason or no reason, I am not done punishing him for not talking with me. So what if he’s become good, I would find a way so that he would be flat tomorrow too, in pain. You are so mean her mind told her Why thank you, the other mind told and laughed heartily. He deserves it for hurting me. Wait, why should I be hurt in the first place. Oh God, Whatever is happening to me? She looked at herself in the mirror but couldn’t see her. All she saw was Shin standing when she was so sure he wouldn’t enter her room. She sighed.
The next day at school, during the break, Noda was telling his group about the girl he’s gonna date that weekend. Everyone started talking about girls except for Shin. Kumiko, out of no-where came and joined the conversation. Everyone was quite startled to see her join them. She came down upon them for going out at such young age.
Minami : en? “Young age” Who’s young? We are high school students what do you expect?
Kumiko : Yes. You are just school students. You shouldn’t be engaging yourself in such acts
Noda : Why did you even bother joining our conversation, Yankumi. You very well know, we wont listen to you anyway. And Dating is our birthright. Now, just buzz off.
Kumiko was about to silence him with her punch, when she heard
Shin : umm, dating aren’t that bad I should say.
Everyone gaped at that sentence from him.
Noda : Did you really say what you said now Shin?
Shin : [That idiot Yankumi, if I hadn’t blurted that sentence, her cover would have blown out Ah [Idiot, making me say such non-sensical sentences
Uchi : Hey, we know you are behaving weird these days Shin. But we never thought this change would ever happen. So tell us what kinda girl you like.
Shin : “ “
Kumiko : Say it [staring at him, all these time
Shin : I don’t think physical appearance would turn me. But I certainly wouldn’t let my girl have pig tails or glasses
Everyone turned to look at Kumiko and laughed.
Uchi : Don’t worry Shin, not all girls have as bad taste as Yankumi.
They roared again. Shin tried his best to pull Uchi and others away from fuming Kumiko.
Kumiko : Then what kinda girl you like[she cried out after him
He stopped suddenly, went near her, and asked “Why? You want to change for me?”
She turned beet red and moved away from the group everyone now laughing even more.
That brat Sawada, who does he think he is. Talking to me like that. I just wanted to rip his head off but couldn’t do with everyone around. I will smash him when he comes today for practice with Kyou. In the evening, at Avedo house, Shin was in his practice when Kyou came and informed Kumiko about his progress.
Kumiko : Yes Kyou-san I saw that yesterday. You are such a good trainer. She smiled.
So you have become too good han? So what, I will beat you dead no matter what. If I cant make much damage out then I will kill u inside. Lets see how you take this. She thought of something and went to her room and locked it behind her.
Next day morning, she messaged him to come to school a little bit early and wait for her in the roof-top. Knowing her, he thought, she would come and either lecture him or gonna beat him to pulp. But he did come early and waited for her. He was lying down with a book over his face, when he sensed her coming near him.
‘Why you called me Yankumi?’ He asked without any interest in his voice. ‘If you want to fight, then your place is perfect not the roof-top.’
‘I didn’t come to fight you, Shin’ She said with a voice which Shin couldn’t believe to be her’s and also she called him by his name. He took the book off his face and gaped at the scene. She was standing so close to him but not in her usual outfit but in a very different outfit Shin can ever imagine on her. She was wearing golden-honey coloured dress rolling down till her feet with small red and black frills spreading across her chest diagonally. She looked absolutely stunning in it with her hair neatly combed without a pigtail and she had had it in her front, which covered one of her naked shoulder. The other shoulder had a thin strip, which held the dress on to her. And there were no glasses. As it was very early, only 7.00 am no one was in the school and also the sun was just rising. She was glittering in its rays. He could hardly breath when he saw her. He took a whole 5min to get it registered in his mind that it is in real his Kumiko. He sat up at once.
‘What happened Shin? Why are you staring at me like that? Did you see your girl in me or what? She bent near his ears and whispered. It was too much for him. He was loosing his control. All he wanted to do was to hold her tight in his embrace and steal her lips. Her voice was so seductive. He really couldn’t believe it himself. He has never imagined her like that before. It was all so sudden that he was thoroughly confused. He stood up still not out of that trace. He realized, she was standing dangerously close to him. Her smile, or rather was it a smirk, was taunting him. He just wanted to press his lips against those. When he walked unconsciously close to her, she let him near her and when he bent to kiss her, she whispered in his ears, ‘What are you doing, my dear student?. You are six years younger than me. Did you forget?’ in a very sweet voice. It took him several minutes for him to understand what she told him. But it had the effect she was planning for. His face showed reaction. It was all- shock, anger, emptiness and even hatred. She smirked again and said, ‘Never ever underestimate what I can do. SAWADA’ She told him and quickly went down to get changed to her normal Yankumi style, leaving behind emotionally tormented Shin on the roof-top alone.
Shin couldn’t stand there, he thought, the earth under his feet was giving away and he fell on his knees. ‘Oh God! What has she done to me? That, That, …..’ He couldn’t find a word to express his hatred to her at that moment. Everything was so blurred to him at that moment. He thought its best to be out of school even before it commenced and just go somewhere away from her where he wouldn’t be able to think about anything. But he didn’t want to be alone fearing, loneness would remind him of her and that too in the close proximity he had with her a few min before. He thought sparring would take his mind off this scene and went straight to Kyou. Kyou was very surprised to see Shin at that hour and wanted to ask what happened. But seeing his face, it was crystal clear that he was severely beaten inwardly. He just said nothing and when Shin asked for practice he was more glad to help him out. They sparred all through the day. When Kyou went on a break, Shin even called Tetsu and Minoru to fight him. He didn’t even want one idle time with him that day. The evening came, Kyou had tried to get the answer out of Shin but was futile. Kumiko entered the household and saw a very depressed and exhausted Shin lying on the backyard just staring at the sky.
When she realized, only she and Shin are in the house all alone, Kumiko came near him smirked at Shin who was still lying on the floor.
Kumiko : So you are still a KID, just trying to be all hero. I just saw Kyou going out. He told you could hardly evade his kicks today. You were just having fluke all these days it seems.
She seemed a bit back to normal because her anger had been satisfied with his torn down look this morning. She even pitied him in the morning and blushed at the thought that he actually could have kissed her.
Shin seeing her normal, smiled and got up, went near her as close as he can and whispered in her ears, “Had I been just a kid to you, then you wouldn’t have done what you did today morning.”
Kumiko was so shocked and thunderstruck, very blushed because of the closeness and because of what he told, “en? What? Umm?” is all what she could say.
Shin smirked and came in even close as if he’s gonna kiss her. She closed her eyes tight without thinking of moving or stopping him. She could feel his presence near him, so close, that it was becoming hard for her to breathe. Why didn’t I feel like this in the morning. Oi, who said you didn’t feel like this? You looked even more pathetic than him when he didn’t kiss you, just that your ego got better of you and for once it was for good else your little plan would be all miserably failed, her inner mind shouted at her. She opened her eyes and found him gone from there. She felt angry she felt sudden urge to shout at him but didn’t understand for what? Should she be mad at him for coming so close to her or for not kissing her? She was confused and hurt. She saw him stepping into the streets with his back to her. But she definitely knows how his face would be. He was having the wickedest smirk he ever had.
She was about to break down. She just sat on the ground not wanting to fall because of her shivering legs. She let some tears drop from her eyes before she realized a note in her had. The scene went through her mind once again. After she shut her eyes, she could sense him take her hand and squeeze it. Then he suddenly let go off her hand and it took some time for her to open her eyes. He must have thrust the paper then.
It read : JUST TWO MORE MONTHS FOR GRADUATION. AFTER THAT YOU ARE MINE. AND NEVER WEAR THAT KINDA DRESS AROUND ME BEFORE THAT TIME.
She just smiled. I know your weakness now Shin Sawada, she smirked. ‘And I am happy to know it’ she said aloud to herself.
Sunday, July 29, 2007
Separation
Inside my cage I lived
Singing happily
dancing merrily
though very lonely
I wanted a spot, a place
A place for myself
in the whole wide world
just for being myself
I prayed my God
who granted my wish
gave me freedom
within my expanded cage
I was happy
not lonely anymore
cause i got acquainted
with birds many more
I got aquainted
I got friendly
I even became very evily possessive
of my new made friends
We laughed, We cried
We teased, we even fought
But always been together
Always there for each other
Suddenly my freedom collapsed
though only temporary
I tried to fly to them
getting hurt cause i forgot the cage
One fine day
Everything was normal again
Greeted by my friends
heartily and happily
Suddenly one of the bird
turned away from me
without any reasons
making me hurt and cry
Not able to talk or sing
together anymore
my heart cries
without anyone to hear
The unfallen tears, blinded my path
The unheard sobs, teared my heart
The unspoken words, sucked my soul away
All alone in this world again
I once again pray my God
to give me a heart of cold rock
not to let any one enter it again
or break it again
THE END
Inside my cage I lived
Singing happily
dancing merrily
though very lonely
I wanted a spot, a place
A place for myself
in the whole wide world
just for being myself
I prayed my God
who granted my wish
gave me freedom
within my expanded cage
I was happy
not lonely anymore
cause i got acquainted
with birds many more
I got aquainted
I got friendly
I even became very evily possessive
of my new made friends
We laughed, We cried
We teased, we even fought
But always been together
Always there for each other
Suddenly my freedom collapsed
though only temporary
I tried to fly to them
getting hurt cause i forgot the cage
One fine day
Everything was normal again
Greeted by my friends
heartily and happily
Suddenly one of the bird
turned away from me
without any reasons
making me hurt and cry
Not able to talk or sing
together anymore
my heart cries
without anyone to hear
The unfallen tears, blinded my path
The unheard sobs, teared my heart
The unspoken words, sucked my soul away
All alone in this world again
I once again pray my God
to give me a heart of cold rock
not to let any one enter it again
or break it again
THE END
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
My Gokusen Fanfic - 1 [ Part 1]
He was sitting in his chair in his usual position. Legs on the table, crossed, hands behind his head, eyes closed and ears attached to the head phone of his ipod. But he let out a groan. "Arrgggg, why the heck am I thinking about her now?" Suddenly he felt very frustrated or was it nervousness. He didnt understand. All he wanted at that time was to be out on the road feeling the cold air. "That should relax me", he thought. He opened his room door but he saw the security heads roaming outside his room. So he shut it and so his only chance is to jump out of window. But when he neared it to do so, the only thought that came to his mind was her standing there reciting Shakespear' lines. "Bloody hell, I am going all nuts", he scolded himself and jumped out of it, on to the road.
He walked where his legs took him. He just wanted to be out and now when hes out his eyes voluntarily searched for her even though he knows that its vain. At that moment, his mobile creached,
The other end,
Kuma : hey shin it think we got problem
Shin : Ah, what
Kuma : I think Yankumi is being kidnapped
Shin : [nervous] What happened? Where are you now?
Kuma : I am near Avedo house. I saw two men taking a fainted Yankumi into the car. She was saying "Shi.... Shi...." After them were two people from Avedo house, shouting revenge and chasing Yamaguchi' dog. He was braking frantically and running fast.
Shin : [becoming angry] [Why the heck do i even bother about her when shes calling him even at this state, he thought] Which direction the car went?
Kuma : errr, I think it went towards the abondoned ware house near the railway station.
Shin : Ok [shuts the phone]
He runs to the ware house, but was very shocked to see men heaped together outside the warehouse door. He carefully jumped above avoiding them and went inside to see Kumiko on the floor. She seemed unhurt. But her eyes were closed. So he became worried and went near her and checked her pulse. It was very normal. He let out sigh of relief.
Feeling his hand on her wrist, she opened her eyes and stared at him.
Kumiko : What are you doing here?
Shin : Just the question i should ask you
Kumiko : These idiots thought they could kidnap me for a ransom
Shin : Kidnapping Avedo successor?
Kumiko : na, i dont think they know about me. I was just walking Fuji when this happened.
Shin : So, I presume you saved yourself.
Kumiko : They didnt stand a chance. [she chuckled] Such a low life they are. [Guffawed again]
Shin : [what if they had a chance?, he wanted to ask. But knowing that it is out of question, he just shut up] Why were you doing lying down now?
Kumiko : hehehe, I think I just dozed off. Hehehe. So what made you come here? Dont say you were following me
Shin : Baka. Kuma saw you being abducted and your two so-called brothers saying revenge after that following your dog. He thought they are kidnapping you and they are after your dog too.
Kumiko : en? Oh no! Inform him i am safe now.
Shin : yea i will [ took his mobile and called Kuma]
Kuma : hi shin-chan
Shin : hey, yamaguchi is alright now.
Kuma : Thats great shin-chan, you saved her and i saved her dog. Inform her this please.
Shin : err what?
Kuma : When i saw them chasing i quickly threw a juicy meat burger i was having to the dog and it came to me. I then took it in my bike and now i am waiting near our school
Shin : What happened to those who were chasing the dog
Kuma : I dont know. They were searching all over and went in different directions to search it i think
Shin : [wanted to scold him, but withdrew] ah thats ok now let the dog go. And you go back to your home too. Will meet tomorrow.
Kuma : ok [so proud of himself]
Shin : [with a smirk], Kuma got Fuji and your brothers are still running to find you
Kumiko : [grabbed his mobile and called them] 'Tetsu, its me. I am alright now. I will be in house within 1/2 hr, inform Minoru and others too, ok'
Shin : How did you let yourself into this mess. I thought you were alert
Kumiko : Well, i was alone in the house, everyone out doing something or the other. So i and Fuji went out for a walk when i saw Tetsu and Minoru coming. I was happy to see them. Infact, i would have been happy to see anybody coming at that hour. So i was just going to greet them when all of a sudden i smelt something and kinda fainted. Before they could reach me these men brought me here. But the spray they used must be very low quality, i really didnt faint. All i had to do was to get out of the car and informed who i am and made pulp out of them. Simple job, easily done.
Shin : Ah i c. ummmm, Kuma said, you were calling 'shi... shi...' when you fainted.
Kumiko : [looking straight into his eyes, thought, that was what i was thinking too. Why did i say that name.]
Shin : [seeing her seriously thinking] what are you thinking now?
Kumiko : Whoa, i thought you could easily read me
Shin : [just looked away, i am too irritated to think anything about that person now]
Kumiko : [Well, i see him daily, i talk to him daily, hes more of a friend now to me, so it was natural of me to call Shin, when i was in that circumstance, isint rite? She asked herself. yea thats right. Thats the only logical idea i can come up with. She told herself, though she was sure that answer didnt satify her]
Shin : Quit looking like that and pay attention to the road, you would have been hit by that truck now hadnt i pulled you. [Wow, i am holding her now, it feels so good yet so very different. I am not able to think properly now.]
Kumiko : hehe, thank you. hehe
Shin : Stop heheing. You are making me nervous. [he told the truth not the complete truth]. So answer me, why were you calling him
Kumiko : I wasnt calling him. [Should i tell him that i told his name......... nah, it would make him all cocky and he would interfere in all my next adventures. so let it be like this now] hehehehehee [her laugh was so fake]
Shin : " "
Kumiko : You better go to your house before anyone come searching for you kid
Shin : I am not a KID
Kumiko : Ah, ok KID, i wont call you KID, KID
Shin : Oh stop that. I am going now, dont you run into trouble again. I wont be around to save you
Kumiko : Like you saved me now.
Shin : [turned his back to her and walked away. One day i would be able to do that, Kumiko]. [Calling her by her name gave him tinglish feeling.]
Kumiko : [I should really try to find out why i called Shin' name today instead of Shinohara-sensei. Its really very confusing. Why in the world did i want to see Shin then]
Her thoughts were disturbed by joyful shouts and barks from the Avedo house entrance. She ran to join them forgetting Shin for the moment, not entirely though. She thought she missed him smiling at her standing at the entrance here. Weird she thought.
He walked where his legs took him. He just wanted to be out and now when hes out his eyes voluntarily searched for her even though he knows that its vain. At that moment, his mobile creached,
The other end,
Kuma : hey shin it think we got problem
Shin : Ah, what
Kuma : I think Yankumi is being kidnapped
Shin : [nervous] What happened? Where are you now?
Kuma : I am near Avedo house. I saw two men taking a fainted Yankumi into the car. She was saying "Shi.... Shi...." After them were two people from Avedo house, shouting revenge and chasing Yamaguchi' dog. He was braking frantically and running fast.
Shin : [becoming angry] [Why the heck do i even bother about her when shes calling him even at this state, he thought] Which direction the car went?
Kuma : errr, I think it went towards the abondoned ware house near the railway station.
Shin : Ok [shuts the phone]
He runs to the ware house, but was very shocked to see men heaped together outside the warehouse door. He carefully jumped above avoiding them and went inside to see Kumiko on the floor. She seemed unhurt. But her eyes were closed. So he became worried and went near her and checked her pulse. It was very normal. He let out sigh of relief.
Feeling his hand on her wrist, she opened her eyes and stared at him.
Kumiko : What are you doing here?
Shin : Just the question i should ask you
Kumiko : These idiots thought they could kidnap me for a ransom
Shin : Kidnapping Avedo successor?
Kumiko : na, i dont think they know about me. I was just walking Fuji when this happened.
Shin : So, I presume you saved yourself.
Kumiko : They didnt stand a chance. [she chuckled] Such a low life they are. [Guffawed again]
Shin : [what if they had a chance?, he wanted to ask. But knowing that it is out of question, he just shut up] Why were you doing lying down now?
Kumiko : hehehe, I think I just dozed off. Hehehe. So what made you come here? Dont say you were following me
Shin : Baka. Kuma saw you being abducted and your two so-called brothers saying revenge after that following your dog. He thought they are kidnapping you and they are after your dog too.
Kumiko : en? Oh no! Inform him i am safe now.
Shin : yea i will [ took his mobile and called Kuma]
Kuma : hi shin-chan
Shin : hey, yamaguchi is alright now.
Kuma : Thats great shin-chan, you saved her and i saved her dog. Inform her this please.
Shin : err what?
Kuma : When i saw them chasing i quickly threw a juicy meat burger i was having to the dog and it came to me. I then took it in my bike and now i am waiting near our school
Shin : What happened to those who were chasing the dog
Kuma : I dont know. They were searching all over and went in different directions to search it i think
Shin : [wanted to scold him, but withdrew] ah thats ok now let the dog go. And you go back to your home too. Will meet tomorrow.
Kuma : ok [so proud of himself]
Shin : [with a smirk], Kuma got Fuji and your brothers are still running to find you
Kumiko : [grabbed his mobile and called them] 'Tetsu, its me. I am alright now. I will be in house within 1/2 hr, inform Minoru and others too, ok'
Shin : How did you let yourself into this mess. I thought you were alert
Kumiko : Well, i was alone in the house, everyone out doing something or the other. So i and Fuji went out for a walk when i saw Tetsu and Minoru coming. I was happy to see them. Infact, i would have been happy to see anybody coming at that hour. So i was just going to greet them when all of a sudden i smelt something and kinda fainted. Before they could reach me these men brought me here. But the spray they used must be very low quality, i really didnt faint. All i had to do was to get out of the car and informed who i am and made pulp out of them. Simple job, easily done.
Shin : Ah i c. ummmm, Kuma said, you were calling 'shi... shi...' when you fainted.
Kumiko : [looking straight into his eyes, thought, that was what i was thinking too. Why did i say that name.]
Shin : [seeing her seriously thinking] what are you thinking now?
Kumiko : Whoa, i thought you could easily read me
Shin : [just looked away, i am too irritated to think anything about that person now]
Kumiko : [Well, i see him daily, i talk to him daily, hes more of a friend now to me, so it was natural of me to call Shin, when i was in that circumstance, isint rite? She asked herself. yea thats right. Thats the only logical idea i can come up with. She told herself, though she was sure that answer didnt satify her]
Shin : Quit looking like that and pay attention to the road, you would have been hit by that truck now hadnt i pulled you. [Wow, i am holding her now, it feels so good yet so very different. I am not able to think properly now.]
Kumiko : hehe, thank you. hehe
Shin : Stop heheing. You are making me nervous. [he told the truth not the complete truth]. So answer me, why were you calling him
Kumiko : I wasnt calling him. [Should i tell him that i told his name......... nah, it would make him all cocky and he would interfere in all my next adventures. so let it be like this now] hehehehehee [her laugh was so fake]
Shin : " "
Kumiko : You better go to your house before anyone come searching for you kid
Shin : I am not a KID
Kumiko : Ah, ok KID, i wont call you KID, KID
Shin : Oh stop that. I am going now, dont you run into trouble again. I wont be around to save you
Kumiko : Like you saved me now.
Shin : [turned his back to her and walked away. One day i would be able to do that, Kumiko]. [Calling her by her name gave him tinglish feeling.]
Kumiko : [I should really try to find out why i called Shin' name today instead of Shinohara-sensei. Its really very confusing. Why in the world did i want to see Shin then]
Her thoughts were disturbed by joyful shouts and barks from the Avedo house entrance. She ran to join them forgetting Shin for the moment, not entirely though. She thought she missed him smiling at her standing at the entrance here. Weird she thought.
Saturday, June 30, 2007
MY RANMA FANFIC - 2
Ranma and Akane were going back to home from school, with Ranma asusal in the railings. 'She does look cute.' Ranma bit his lips. This is the nth time i am getting such thoughts now_a_days. 'Why Akane what happened to me. why couldnt I be like before with u, Ranma asked himself. Later that evening, just after dinner, Ranma was sitting on the roof directly above Akane' room. 'Should I call her and say my feelings to her. How would she react?' He pictured himself being hit by the tile in Akane' hands. 'I am not afraid of anything. But this pressure is too much to handle. I am loosing my concentration even in fights.' I should say to her atleast talk about this to her. Now. He went to her window and called softly, 'Hey Akane, are u up still?'
'What r u doing here at this time?' Akane
'I have something to tell you. can you come up with me?'
'Sure.' She came up. 'Whats it Ranma? You havent called me say how uncute i am . have you?'
'No Akane. Infact i was thinking how cute you are.'
'Weird'. She touched his foreheadm, 'your temperature seems to be normal. What has happened to you?'
'Thats what i was wondering myself. I really wanted to be by your side always, Akane. What do you think happened to me?'
Akane stared at him growing red. She realised he was acting weired for the past one week but never guessed its this. She had always longed to be
with him but never expressed her feeling for the fear of a broken heart. There was a long silence and Ranma broke it. 'Akane, I want to hold your
hands. can i?' He reached for her hands. But when his hand touched hers, Ranma pushed Akane to the ground and without turning back ran away
from her. 'Ranma help me' Akane cried out hanging from the roof with that unexpected push drenching in the rain. But all she could see was the red haired girl running far away from her. Akane pulled herself and jumped from the roof with a slight thud. She stood up but couldnt walk. She has sprained her leg. But even more painful was being pushed by Ranma at a very unexpected moment. She was flying in air when Ranma expressed himself. 'That idiot. Why do he have to push me?' She cursed him and went to her room limping. Inside the house, Kasumi heard the noise and come out to see what it is. She saw Akane limping and helped her inside. She gave towel to dry herself and prepared tea. 'What happened Akane? Why are you limping? I thought you were with Ranma.' 'I was. But he suddenly took off and i feel down unexpectedly.'
'Let's go to Dr.Tofu' right away Akane'
'Us. No dont worry Kasumi. I would be alright by myself. Its not new to me.'
'I insist on coming. Anyway i want to meet him too. It had been a long time since i met him'
'Kasumi, if you want me to get treatment from him, please dont accompany me' Akane bit her lips. 'What have i said now.'
'I dont understand what you said Akane.'
'Kasumi, I am sorry. But i think you noticed how Dr.Tofu acts when you are around.'
'He is weird. But i think he is a good doctor. But all the time i see the patients running away from his clinic. Still he has a good name. I wonder how.'
'Kasumi, you mean to say, you really dont understand why he acts the way he does? He acts like that only when you are around.'
'Why would he do so. Anyway Akane, its getting late. Let me accompany you. I want to know the answer myself too.'
At Dr.Tofu' clinic, Akane went inside leaving kasumi out. After getting treatment for her leg, she called kasumi in.
'Hello kasumi. How strange its for us to meet here of all places.' Dr.Tofu shook hands with the skeleton hanging in its stand.
'Dr.Tofu I am here. I want to talk to you Dr.'
Facing Akane, he asked, 'yes Kasumi. What is it?'
'Dr. I am here' and saying she turned him to face her. With her touch, he jumped so suddenly that everyone were scared. 'Dr. Face me and talk to
me for a minute.'
'Yes Kasumi. Yes Kasumi. Yes Kasumi. Yes Kasumi. ......'
'Dr.Tofu are you in love with me?' Even Akane was stunned with that question. Kasumi was the last person she expected to ask boldly like that
But Dr.Tofu had different expression. He became normal and looked at kasumi. After a brief silence, he said 'Yes Kasumi. I really want you to be my wife.'
'But Dr. you always act weird just hearing her name. How do you think you could live with her without any accidents happening?' Akane asked
'Akane, I think I have the answer for that. I will visit Dr.Tofu for a couple of hours daily till he get used to being normal around me.'
'Does that mean you accept him?'
'I never said that. First, let me bring him to normalcy and let me see his true self. Then we will consult with our dad about this. Now if you think you
are ok then lets go home'
'umm kasumi. you go to home. i'll come later.'
'Going to look for Ranma, han. Ok But dont be late.'
'I can help you with that Akane. I saw him running down the bridge couple of hours earlier.' Dr.Tofu said
'Thanks dr. Kasumi you go now. and Dr.Tofu can i take some hot water?'
'Wow. The bridge is getting a notable position in our lives.' Akane said to herself and went to find him.
And as dr. had told her, the red-haired girl was sitting under the bridge throwing stones in the water.
'Ranma' Akane called out to him.
'Yeah. Why have you come here? I know my way home now go away'
'Ranma, you didnt even turn back to help me when i called you'
'so you came here to pick a fight. This is not the right time girl. get away from me'
'I sprained my leg'
'So now the 'uncute_tomboy' is 'uncute_limping_girl' han?' but he turned his head away.
'Stop hiding yourself Ranma. Dont act. You cannot fool me with your feelings any more. Now tell me why did you run away at the most important moment of our life?'
'You have to be me to understand it Akane.' He said in a low voice
'I want you to say'
After a moment silence, 'Akane, i was very excited at that moment but the rain turned me to a girl and what do you expect from me then. I was so
heart-broken. Now, i realise i couldnt love at all. What if i turn to a girl again when i am gazing at you or even when i am kissing you? i really couldnt take that. The thought itself terrorizes me.'
'Do you think i really didnt understand that. For me, you are Ranma in whatever form you talk to me. You are Ranma from within. You are the same idiotic, tough-headed, rude .....'
'Ok I get it. skip that part'
'You are same for me, Ranma. But i really understand how you would have felt at that moment.'
'Akane, would you wait for me till this curse is over'
'Better hurry now Ranma'
'What Akane. Couldnt you wait for me'
'I said hurry home, you idiot. Do you know what time it is? Now give me a piggy-back ride.And about ur question, do i have to answer? Here take
this.' She poured the hot water over Ranma.
'Hey Akane, I think you should go on a diet' Ranma said carrying her.
'I know i should have left you there. You know something Ranma, Kasumi is going to cure Dr.Tofu weirdness. She' gonna meet him daily to cure him.'
'Lets hope she succeeds.' At a distance, they saw a man dancing with a skeleton. 'Kasumi have a long way to go, i suppose.' Ranma told and they both smiled.
'Ranma, i have something to say. I am not sure if you could show your feelings more freely to me anymore. Atleast not for some time i suppose. But i really want you to know i will be always there for you no matter what. Just belive me and pour out your heart'
'Yes Akane. I know that. I have understood that.' They made their way to home with a clear heart.
'What r u doing here at this time?' Akane
'I have something to tell you. can you come up with me?'
'Sure.' She came up. 'Whats it Ranma? You havent called me say how uncute i am . have you?'
'No Akane. Infact i was thinking how cute you are.'
'Weird'. She touched his foreheadm, 'your temperature seems to be normal. What has happened to you?'
'Thats what i was wondering myself. I really wanted to be by your side always, Akane. What do you think happened to me?'
Akane stared at him growing red. She realised he was acting weired for the past one week but never guessed its this. She had always longed to be
with him but never expressed her feeling for the fear of a broken heart. There was a long silence and Ranma broke it. 'Akane, I want to hold your
hands. can i?' He reached for her hands. But when his hand touched hers, Ranma pushed Akane to the ground and without turning back ran away
from her. 'Ranma help me' Akane cried out hanging from the roof with that unexpected push drenching in the rain. But all she could see was the red haired girl running far away from her. Akane pulled herself and jumped from the roof with a slight thud. She stood up but couldnt walk. She has sprained her leg. But even more painful was being pushed by Ranma at a very unexpected moment. She was flying in air when Ranma expressed himself. 'That idiot. Why do he have to push me?' She cursed him and went to her room limping. Inside the house, Kasumi heard the noise and come out to see what it is. She saw Akane limping and helped her inside. She gave towel to dry herself and prepared tea. 'What happened Akane? Why are you limping? I thought you were with Ranma.' 'I was. But he suddenly took off and i feel down unexpectedly.'
'Let's go to Dr.Tofu' right away Akane'
'Us. No dont worry Kasumi. I would be alright by myself. Its not new to me.'
'I insist on coming. Anyway i want to meet him too. It had been a long time since i met him'
'Kasumi, if you want me to get treatment from him, please dont accompany me' Akane bit her lips. 'What have i said now.'
'I dont understand what you said Akane.'
'Kasumi, I am sorry. But i think you noticed how Dr.Tofu acts when you are around.'
'He is weird. But i think he is a good doctor. But all the time i see the patients running away from his clinic. Still he has a good name. I wonder how.'
'Kasumi, you mean to say, you really dont understand why he acts the way he does? He acts like that only when you are around.'
'Why would he do so. Anyway Akane, its getting late. Let me accompany you. I want to know the answer myself too.'
At Dr.Tofu' clinic, Akane went inside leaving kasumi out. After getting treatment for her leg, she called kasumi in.
'Hello kasumi. How strange its for us to meet here of all places.' Dr.Tofu shook hands with the skeleton hanging in its stand.
'Dr.Tofu I am here. I want to talk to you Dr.'
Facing Akane, he asked, 'yes Kasumi. What is it?'
'Dr. I am here' and saying she turned him to face her. With her touch, he jumped so suddenly that everyone were scared. 'Dr. Face me and talk to
me for a minute.'
'Yes Kasumi. Yes Kasumi. Yes Kasumi. Yes Kasumi. ......'
'Dr.Tofu are you in love with me?' Even Akane was stunned with that question. Kasumi was the last person she expected to ask boldly like that
But Dr.Tofu had different expression. He became normal and looked at kasumi. After a brief silence, he said 'Yes Kasumi. I really want you to be my wife.'
'But Dr. you always act weird just hearing her name. How do you think you could live with her without any accidents happening?' Akane asked
'Akane, I think I have the answer for that. I will visit Dr.Tofu for a couple of hours daily till he get used to being normal around me.'
'Does that mean you accept him?'
'I never said that. First, let me bring him to normalcy and let me see his true self. Then we will consult with our dad about this. Now if you think you
are ok then lets go home'
'umm kasumi. you go to home. i'll come later.'
'Going to look for Ranma, han. Ok But dont be late.'
'I can help you with that Akane. I saw him running down the bridge couple of hours earlier.' Dr.Tofu said
'Thanks dr. Kasumi you go now. and Dr.Tofu can i take some hot water?'
'Wow. The bridge is getting a notable position in our lives.' Akane said to herself and went to find him.
And as dr. had told her, the red-haired girl was sitting under the bridge throwing stones in the water.
'Ranma' Akane called out to him.
'Yeah. Why have you come here? I know my way home now go away'
'Ranma, you didnt even turn back to help me when i called you'
'so you came here to pick a fight. This is not the right time girl. get away from me'
'I sprained my leg'
'So now the 'uncute_tomboy' is 'uncute_limping_girl' han?' but he turned his head away.
'Stop hiding yourself Ranma. Dont act. You cannot fool me with your feelings any more. Now tell me why did you run away at the most important moment of our life?'
'You have to be me to understand it Akane.' He said in a low voice
'I want you to say'
After a moment silence, 'Akane, i was very excited at that moment but the rain turned me to a girl and what do you expect from me then. I was so
heart-broken. Now, i realise i couldnt love at all. What if i turn to a girl again when i am gazing at you or even when i am kissing you? i really couldnt take that. The thought itself terrorizes me.'
'Do you think i really didnt understand that. For me, you are Ranma in whatever form you talk to me. You are Ranma from within. You are the same idiotic, tough-headed, rude .....'
'Ok I get it. skip that part'
'You are same for me, Ranma. But i really understand how you would have felt at that moment.'
'Akane, would you wait for me till this curse is over'
'Better hurry now Ranma'
'What Akane. Couldnt you wait for me'
'I said hurry home, you idiot. Do you know what time it is? Now give me a piggy-back ride.And about ur question, do i have to answer? Here take
this.' She poured the hot water over Ranma.
'Hey Akane, I think you should go on a diet' Ranma said carrying her.
'I know i should have left you there. You know something Ranma, Kasumi is going to cure Dr.Tofu weirdness. She' gonna meet him daily to cure him.'
'Lets hope she succeeds.' At a distance, they saw a man dancing with a skeleton. 'Kasumi have a long way to go, i suppose.' Ranma told and they both smiled.
'Ranma, i have something to say. I am not sure if you could show your feelings more freely to me anymore. Atleast not for some time i suppose. But i really want you to know i will be always there for you no matter what. Just belive me and pour out your heart'
'Yes Akane. I know that. I have understood that.' They made their way to home with a clear heart.
MY RANMA FANFIC - 1
Ranma and Akane were on their way to school as usual bickering with each other. Suddenly Akane stopped when she heard the words "an uncute tomboy would never make a good wife". It was not Ranma shouting at her. She looked around to see who said that to her. She ran in the direction of the sound. Ranma didnot see her running back as he was trying desperately to get away from Shampoo who had been waiting for him. Akane was stunned when she heard that sentence again and noticed it came from a shop selling TVs. She found that there was a show going on and the sentence was from the show. some people were standing around and started commenting about it. "She could not get into his heart by showing her skin" said one. Another said "the only way to get into a man's heart is thru his stomach" and other said "instead of getting his heart she would end up getting his life if she continue to mallet him like that." Akane was thunderstruck. She was so sure that they had been talking about her. Suddenly she heard Ranma calling out to her. "Akane, where are you. Idiot." He found her standing near the shop and went to her. He had heard that dialog before but didnot react as it was not new to him. Akane's face was full of emotions. She was trying hard to control it which was about to erupt. She didnot know whether it was fear of not getting married or sorrow of knowing the truth or just plain anger. Ranma shut his lips tight seeing her face. He just said "Let's go to school. Its getting late." He turned and walked towards School behind Akane. to make sure she didnot run again. In school, it was a normal day for Ranma except for that Akane she was too quite. She avoided him purposely. But she tried to be normal with her other friends, her mind working on what she heard that morning. She tried to find out how her other girl friends were. She coined the game of Hobby listing. Some told reading books, embroidery, knitting, singing, and even cooking. When it came to Akane's turn a girl told, "Wait Akane, let's guess it. Uhm..... its Sparring. Aint I correct?" And everybody started laughing. Ranma listened to the whole thing and realised what had happened to her. She was fighting back her tears. Luckily the break was over by then. The rest of the day sped fast for everyone but Akane. Akane was some what relieved when she heard the bell of school closing. She ran fast out of the School with Ranma hot in pursuit. She stopped and said, "Ranma go away. I want some time for myself. Tell Kasumi I may be late for dinner." Ranma stood still without moving he had no intention of leaving Akane alone. But Akane still controlling her emotions with just tears in her eyes said, "GO AWAY." He started walking back and Akane started running. Ranma was sure she would not look back and started following her. He went to the dojo after seeing Akane sitting under the bridge and crying. He knows if he opened his mouth now it would end up even worse than this. At the Dojo he found Kasumi and told her everything right from hearing that dialog. Kasumi, "Oh God! I better go and console her. Poor thing. She needs someone right now." She started heading for the door. Ranma stopped her and said, "I want to be the one to console her Kasumi. She avoided me the whole day. Even when she spoke she didnt look into my eyes. I think I am the reason for her problem. She was afraid that I would .." He stopped in the middle
Kasumi " She thought you would not marry her. Is that what you wanted to say Ranma. I know you care for her. But are you sure you love her. You both seem to fight a lot."
Ranma "I fight her because i dont want my emotions to be seen by her at his time. I want to be out of this curse before I confess my feeling towards her. I know she loves me. We just dont want ourselves or others to know about it yet." He went towards the door as he poured cold water over him, but stopped by Kasumi. "I would like you to take this flask of hot water and this cookies for Akane." He thanked her and went to find Akane.
He thanked her and went to find Akane. She [Ranma] went and sat beside Akane whose eyes were swollen due to tears.
Ranma gave her the cookies and as Akane was so hungry she took it without a word. But started crying again as the cookies tasted so good and the fact that she could never make tasty cookies made her even sad.
Ranma, "Do you feel like talking to me Akane?"
In between her sobs, "I could never make such tasty cookies Ranma."
Ranma said , "At times it is not the taste but the effort and feeling put to making it is far more important." pouring hot water from the flask over him.
Akane was dumbfound. She didnot expect those words from Ranma. Although she knew he cares for her she never expected such words from him at all.
The sun was dipping into the water and it was a lovely sight with pleasant wind blowing, drying her tears. She had dreamt of such evenings of being with Ranma, but never thought it would happen. After a long silence she asked, "So if I cook, would you eat. It will take a long time before I cook a good food."
Ranma looking into her eyes, "Well, 'Life long' is a plenty of time for anybody to learn to cook tastily. Ofcourse, in the beginning days of our marriage, we may have to spend a lot on medical expenses. But eventually our children would be having a tasty meals, I hope."
Akane's face grew reddish red. She could not breathe. "Did he mean what he said?" "You always call me Uncute-tomboy-thick_waist. How could you possibly marry such a woman?, thinking he would really say he thinks her as a beautiful girl.
Ranma stood up and said,"Akane you know me. I dont lie." and started running to the dojo. Akane's face was still red but with anger. She shouted "Ranma, wait till I marry you. I'll torture you daily with my cooking. I better start from tonight." and started running after him. Ranma was relieved to see her back to herself and was smiling to himself as he heard what she said. " Yeah Akane, I love to be tortured by you" he thought.
But he shouted, "you better catch me first to torture me."
Kasumi was very happy when she saw both Ranma and Akane entering the house smiling.
She asked what happened. Both said, "Nothing."
Akane went to Kasumi and said, "Kasumi, i am sorry for worrying you. And I want to cook today." On that note everyone was shocked. "Hey, dont worry everyone, I want to cook for only one person. Kasumi, please make sure you cook a lot 'cause i am very hungry today." Kasumi went to kitchen and Ranma started to escape to Ukyo's for dinner. But Genma, Soun and even Happosai, sprang on him and tied him to a pillar.
Later, everyone was having a wonderful dinner. All that could be heard was praises for Kasumi and Ranma's pleads to Akane to stop choking him with her food. He was pleading for mercy. But Oh no!, he is not going to get any today.
Kasumi " She thought you would not marry her. Is that what you wanted to say Ranma. I know you care for her. But are you sure you love her. You both seem to fight a lot."
Ranma "I fight her because i dont want my emotions to be seen by her at his time. I want to be out of this curse before I confess my feeling towards her. I know she loves me. We just dont want ourselves or others to know about it yet." He went towards the door as he poured cold water over him, but stopped by Kasumi. "I would like you to take this flask of hot water and this cookies for Akane." He thanked her and went to find Akane.
He thanked her and went to find Akane. She [Ranma] went and sat beside Akane whose eyes were swollen due to tears.
Ranma gave her the cookies and as Akane was so hungry she took it without a word. But started crying again as the cookies tasted so good and the fact that she could never make tasty cookies made her even sad.
Ranma, "Do you feel like talking to me Akane?"
In between her sobs, "I could never make such tasty cookies Ranma."
Ranma said , "At times it is not the taste but the effort and feeling put to making it is far more important." pouring hot water from the flask over him.
Akane was dumbfound. She didnot expect those words from Ranma. Although she knew he cares for her she never expected such words from him at all.
The sun was dipping into the water and it was a lovely sight with pleasant wind blowing, drying her tears. She had dreamt of such evenings of being with Ranma, but never thought it would happen. After a long silence she asked, "So if I cook, would you eat. It will take a long time before I cook a good food."
Ranma looking into her eyes, "Well, 'Life long' is a plenty of time for anybody to learn to cook tastily. Ofcourse, in the beginning days of our marriage, we may have to spend a lot on medical expenses. But eventually our children would be having a tasty meals, I hope."
Akane's face grew reddish red. She could not breathe. "Did he mean what he said?" "You always call me Uncute-tomboy-thick_waist. How could you possibly marry such a woman?, thinking he would really say he thinks her as a beautiful girl.
Ranma stood up and said,"Akane you know me. I dont lie." and started running to the dojo. Akane's face was still red but with anger. She shouted "Ranma, wait till I marry you. I'll torture you daily with my cooking. I better start from tonight." and started running after him. Ranma was relieved to see her back to herself and was smiling to himself as he heard what she said. " Yeah Akane, I love to be tortured by you" he thought.
But he shouted, "you better catch me first to torture me."
Kasumi was very happy when she saw both Ranma and Akane entering the house smiling.
She asked what happened. Both said, "Nothing."
Akane went to Kasumi and said, "Kasumi, i am sorry for worrying you. And I want to cook today." On that note everyone was shocked. "Hey, dont worry everyone, I want to cook for only one person. Kasumi, please make sure you cook a lot 'cause i am very hungry today." Kasumi went to kitchen and Ranma started to escape to Ukyo's for dinner. But Genma, Soun and even Happosai, sprang on him and tied him to a pillar.
Later, everyone was having a wonderful dinner. All that could be heard was praises for Kasumi and Ranma's pleads to Akane to stop choking him with her food. He was pleading for mercy. But Oh no!, he is not going to get any today.
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