Separation
Inside my cage I lived
Singing happily
dancing merrily
though very lonely
I wanted a spot, a place
A place for myself
in the whole wide world
just for being myself
I prayed my God
who granted my wish
gave me freedom
within my expanded cage
I was happy
not lonely anymore
cause i got acquainted
with birds many more
I got aquainted
I got friendly
I even became very evily possessive
of my new made friends
We laughed, We cried
We teased, we even fought
But always been together
Always there for each other
Suddenly my freedom collapsed
though only temporary
I tried to fly to them
getting hurt cause i forgot the cage
One fine day
Everything was normal again
Greeted by my friends
heartily and happily
Suddenly one of the bird
turned away from me
without any reasons
making me hurt and cry
Not able to talk or sing
together anymore
my heart cries
without anyone to hear
The unfallen tears, blinded my path
The unheard sobs, teared my heart
The unspoken words, sucked my soul away
All alone in this world again
I once again pray my God
to give me a heart of cold rock
not to let any one enter it again
or break it again
THE END
Sunday, July 29, 2007
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
My Gokusen Fanfic - 1 [ Part 1]
He was sitting in his chair in his usual position. Legs on the table, crossed, hands behind his head, eyes closed and ears attached to the head phone of his ipod. But he let out a groan. "Arrgggg, why the heck am I thinking about her now?" Suddenly he felt very frustrated or was it nervousness. He didnt understand. All he wanted at that time was to be out on the road feeling the cold air. "That should relax me", he thought. He opened his room door but he saw the security heads roaming outside his room. So he shut it and so his only chance is to jump out of window. But when he neared it to do so, the only thought that came to his mind was her standing there reciting Shakespear' lines. "Bloody hell, I am going all nuts", he scolded himself and jumped out of it, on to the road.
He walked where his legs took him. He just wanted to be out and now when hes out his eyes voluntarily searched for her even though he knows that its vain. At that moment, his mobile creached,
The other end,
Kuma : hey shin it think we got problem
Shin : Ah, what
Kuma : I think Yankumi is being kidnapped
Shin : [nervous] What happened? Where are you now?
Kuma : I am near Avedo house. I saw two men taking a fainted Yankumi into the car. She was saying "Shi.... Shi...." After them were two people from Avedo house, shouting revenge and chasing Yamaguchi' dog. He was braking frantically and running fast.
Shin : [becoming angry] [Why the heck do i even bother about her when shes calling him even at this state, he thought] Which direction the car went?
Kuma : errr, I think it went towards the abondoned ware house near the railway station.
Shin : Ok [shuts the phone]
He runs to the ware house, but was very shocked to see men heaped together outside the warehouse door. He carefully jumped above avoiding them and went inside to see Kumiko on the floor. She seemed unhurt. But her eyes were closed. So he became worried and went near her and checked her pulse. It was very normal. He let out sigh of relief.
Feeling his hand on her wrist, she opened her eyes and stared at him.
Kumiko : What are you doing here?
Shin : Just the question i should ask you
Kumiko : These idiots thought they could kidnap me for a ransom
Shin : Kidnapping Avedo successor?
Kumiko : na, i dont think they know about me. I was just walking Fuji when this happened.
Shin : So, I presume you saved yourself.
Kumiko : They didnt stand a chance. [she chuckled] Such a low life they are. [Guffawed again]
Shin : [what if they had a chance?, he wanted to ask. But knowing that it is out of question, he just shut up] Why were you doing lying down now?
Kumiko : hehehe, I think I just dozed off. Hehehe. So what made you come here? Dont say you were following me
Shin : Baka. Kuma saw you being abducted and your two so-called brothers saying revenge after that following your dog. He thought they are kidnapping you and they are after your dog too.
Kumiko : en? Oh no! Inform him i am safe now.
Shin : yea i will [ took his mobile and called Kuma]
Kuma : hi shin-chan
Shin : hey, yamaguchi is alright now.
Kuma : Thats great shin-chan, you saved her and i saved her dog. Inform her this please.
Shin : err what?
Kuma : When i saw them chasing i quickly threw a juicy meat burger i was having to the dog and it came to me. I then took it in my bike and now i am waiting near our school
Shin : What happened to those who were chasing the dog
Kuma : I dont know. They were searching all over and went in different directions to search it i think
Shin : [wanted to scold him, but withdrew] ah thats ok now let the dog go. And you go back to your home too. Will meet tomorrow.
Kuma : ok [so proud of himself]
Shin : [with a smirk], Kuma got Fuji and your brothers are still running to find you
Kumiko : [grabbed his mobile and called them] 'Tetsu, its me. I am alright now. I will be in house within 1/2 hr, inform Minoru and others too, ok'
Shin : How did you let yourself into this mess. I thought you were alert
Kumiko : Well, i was alone in the house, everyone out doing something or the other. So i and Fuji went out for a walk when i saw Tetsu and Minoru coming. I was happy to see them. Infact, i would have been happy to see anybody coming at that hour. So i was just going to greet them when all of a sudden i smelt something and kinda fainted. Before they could reach me these men brought me here. But the spray they used must be very low quality, i really didnt faint. All i had to do was to get out of the car and informed who i am and made pulp out of them. Simple job, easily done.
Shin : Ah i c. ummmm, Kuma said, you were calling 'shi... shi...' when you fainted.
Kumiko : [looking straight into his eyes, thought, that was what i was thinking too. Why did i say that name.]
Shin : [seeing her seriously thinking] what are you thinking now?
Kumiko : Whoa, i thought you could easily read me
Shin : [just looked away, i am too irritated to think anything about that person now]
Kumiko : [Well, i see him daily, i talk to him daily, hes more of a friend now to me, so it was natural of me to call Shin, when i was in that circumstance, isint rite? She asked herself. yea thats right. Thats the only logical idea i can come up with. She told herself, though she was sure that answer didnt satify her]
Shin : Quit looking like that and pay attention to the road, you would have been hit by that truck now hadnt i pulled you. [Wow, i am holding her now, it feels so good yet so very different. I am not able to think properly now.]
Kumiko : hehe, thank you. hehe
Shin : Stop heheing. You are making me nervous. [he told the truth not the complete truth]. So answer me, why were you calling him
Kumiko : I wasnt calling him. [Should i tell him that i told his name......... nah, it would make him all cocky and he would interfere in all my next adventures. so let it be like this now] hehehehehee [her laugh was so fake]
Shin : " "
Kumiko : You better go to your house before anyone come searching for you kid
Shin : I am not a KID
Kumiko : Ah, ok KID, i wont call you KID, KID
Shin : Oh stop that. I am going now, dont you run into trouble again. I wont be around to save you
Kumiko : Like you saved me now.
Shin : [turned his back to her and walked away. One day i would be able to do that, Kumiko]. [Calling her by her name gave him tinglish feeling.]
Kumiko : [I should really try to find out why i called Shin' name today instead of Shinohara-sensei. Its really very confusing. Why in the world did i want to see Shin then]
Her thoughts were disturbed by joyful shouts and barks from the Avedo house entrance. She ran to join them forgetting Shin for the moment, not entirely though. She thought she missed him smiling at her standing at the entrance here. Weird she thought.
He walked where his legs took him. He just wanted to be out and now when hes out his eyes voluntarily searched for her even though he knows that its vain. At that moment, his mobile creached,
The other end,
Kuma : hey shin it think we got problem
Shin : Ah, what
Kuma : I think Yankumi is being kidnapped
Shin : [nervous] What happened? Where are you now?
Kuma : I am near Avedo house. I saw two men taking a fainted Yankumi into the car. She was saying "Shi.... Shi...." After them were two people from Avedo house, shouting revenge and chasing Yamaguchi' dog. He was braking frantically and running fast.
Shin : [becoming angry] [Why the heck do i even bother about her when shes calling him even at this state, he thought] Which direction the car went?
Kuma : errr, I think it went towards the abondoned ware house near the railway station.
Shin : Ok [shuts the phone]
He runs to the ware house, but was very shocked to see men heaped together outside the warehouse door. He carefully jumped above avoiding them and went inside to see Kumiko on the floor. She seemed unhurt. But her eyes were closed. So he became worried and went near her and checked her pulse. It was very normal. He let out sigh of relief.
Feeling his hand on her wrist, she opened her eyes and stared at him.
Kumiko : What are you doing here?
Shin : Just the question i should ask you
Kumiko : These idiots thought they could kidnap me for a ransom
Shin : Kidnapping Avedo successor?
Kumiko : na, i dont think they know about me. I was just walking Fuji when this happened.
Shin : So, I presume you saved yourself.
Kumiko : They didnt stand a chance. [she chuckled] Such a low life they are. [Guffawed again]
Shin : [what if they had a chance?, he wanted to ask. But knowing that it is out of question, he just shut up] Why were you doing lying down now?
Kumiko : hehehe, I think I just dozed off. Hehehe. So what made you come here? Dont say you were following me
Shin : Baka. Kuma saw you being abducted and your two so-called brothers saying revenge after that following your dog. He thought they are kidnapping you and they are after your dog too.
Kumiko : en? Oh no! Inform him i am safe now.
Shin : yea i will [ took his mobile and called Kuma]
Kuma : hi shin-chan
Shin : hey, yamaguchi is alright now.
Kuma : Thats great shin-chan, you saved her and i saved her dog. Inform her this please.
Shin : err what?
Kuma : When i saw them chasing i quickly threw a juicy meat burger i was having to the dog and it came to me. I then took it in my bike and now i am waiting near our school
Shin : What happened to those who were chasing the dog
Kuma : I dont know. They were searching all over and went in different directions to search it i think
Shin : [wanted to scold him, but withdrew] ah thats ok now let the dog go. And you go back to your home too. Will meet tomorrow.
Kuma : ok [so proud of himself]
Shin : [with a smirk], Kuma got Fuji and your brothers are still running to find you
Kumiko : [grabbed his mobile and called them] 'Tetsu, its me. I am alright now. I will be in house within 1/2 hr, inform Minoru and others too, ok'
Shin : How did you let yourself into this mess. I thought you were alert
Kumiko : Well, i was alone in the house, everyone out doing something or the other. So i and Fuji went out for a walk when i saw Tetsu and Minoru coming. I was happy to see them. Infact, i would have been happy to see anybody coming at that hour. So i was just going to greet them when all of a sudden i smelt something and kinda fainted. Before they could reach me these men brought me here. But the spray they used must be very low quality, i really didnt faint. All i had to do was to get out of the car and informed who i am and made pulp out of them. Simple job, easily done.
Shin : Ah i c. ummmm, Kuma said, you were calling 'shi... shi...' when you fainted.
Kumiko : [looking straight into his eyes, thought, that was what i was thinking too. Why did i say that name.]
Shin : [seeing her seriously thinking] what are you thinking now?
Kumiko : Whoa, i thought you could easily read me
Shin : [just looked away, i am too irritated to think anything about that person now]
Kumiko : [Well, i see him daily, i talk to him daily, hes more of a friend now to me, so it was natural of me to call Shin, when i was in that circumstance, isint rite? She asked herself. yea thats right. Thats the only logical idea i can come up with. She told herself, though she was sure that answer didnt satify her]
Shin : Quit looking like that and pay attention to the road, you would have been hit by that truck now hadnt i pulled you. [Wow, i am holding her now, it feels so good yet so very different. I am not able to think properly now.]
Kumiko : hehe, thank you. hehe
Shin : Stop heheing. You are making me nervous. [he told the truth not the complete truth]. So answer me, why were you calling him
Kumiko : I wasnt calling him. [Should i tell him that i told his name......... nah, it would make him all cocky and he would interfere in all my next adventures. so let it be like this now] hehehehehee [her laugh was so fake]
Shin : " "
Kumiko : You better go to your house before anyone come searching for you kid
Shin : I am not a KID
Kumiko : Ah, ok KID, i wont call you KID, KID
Shin : Oh stop that. I am going now, dont you run into trouble again. I wont be around to save you
Kumiko : Like you saved me now.
Shin : [turned his back to her and walked away. One day i would be able to do that, Kumiko]. [Calling her by her name gave him tinglish feeling.]
Kumiko : [I should really try to find out why i called Shin' name today instead of Shinohara-sensei. Its really very confusing. Why in the world did i want to see Shin then]
Her thoughts were disturbed by joyful shouts and barks from the Avedo house entrance. She ran to join them forgetting Shin for the moment, not entirely though. She thought she missed him smiling at her standing at the entrance here. Weird she thought.
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