My Poems

Though not a poetess i recently started to pour out my thoughts into words so they were born.

PUGHAZ
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Namma ellorukkum therinjavar Abdul Kalam
Avaroda arivum pughazum naama venumgalam
Avaroda arivukuda namaku kedachidalam
Aana pughaz venumuna
Ayara uzhaipu thevai kanna

END

NEE [YOU]
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Nee enadhu Suriyan
unathu anbu kiranangal than
ennai anaikum nee alla

Nee enadhu Chandiran
Unathu kulirntha kathirkal than
ennai varudukinrana nee alla

Nee enadhu thuruva natchatiram
ennaku vazhi katiyai ullay
aanal enudan illai

Nee enadhu Neela vaanam
paranthu virundhu enaku adaikalam tharuvai
aanal ennudan illai.

END

VAN SOL [Hurting words]
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Vaal munaiyai vida pena munai kurmaiyanathu
Unmai Than
Vaalil pizhaithavan kuda manathal irakiran
Kadumaiyana Sorkalal.

END

MY SON
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He came into my life as a bright light
His eyes shining twilight
not letting me out of his sight
and when he plays it always gives me a fright

END


ME and Myself
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Till the age of 5, i want to be noted by my parents
Till 10, by my teachers
Till 15, by my friends
from 18 - 20, by my opposite gender
I got noted i was happy
But i missed something

Till 25, by my peers
Till 30, by my new family
Till 35, by my neighbours
Till 40, by my child' schoolmates and their parents
Till 50, by my child' new family
I got noted i was happy
But i missed something

Time moved on
and the above relations moved away
I still was on my heels
and never fell ill
I got noted i was happy
But i missed something

Suddenly one day, i saw an image in the mirror
The image in the mirror called me near
Felt a shock which was hard to bear
It was me standing with fear
'You got the attention you needed
But did you ever pay the attention i needed'
it asked me, which was clear to hear.

I was feeling alone
With all the relations gone
My image taught me
I was still with me good to carry on
the dreams i have borne,
the dreams i sacrificed
to get noticed and be alone.

Now i dream to fulfill my dreams
At this age, should/can i do it?
My image again told me
I better be a late achiever than be a Late nobody.
This time i got noted and i am happy
Missing only the age gone.


END.

BROKEN HEART
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The Poem you penned, the guitar you played
The song you wrote and the fic you created
all lay around scattered
and you think it doesnt matter

you see them becoming rusty
you see them becoming dusty
yet you dont care
cause you think your heart is all wear

Your heart cries your brain dires
and at a faster pace
all for the silly craze
and always you are out of space

overcome that feeling
overpower the situation
get hold of urself
before you are completely lost

END


SMILE
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My heart was feeling heavy
and my tears were ready
Lonely and all alone within four walls
I was crying and that was not all
I cried and howled my heart out
till i realised theres nothing more left
I dried my tears and stood in front of mirror
the image smiled at me sarcastically
Look what you have done to you
look what impact others had on you

Never let anyone know you are sad
for it sometimes make others smile with joy
Never let your tears show u cry
for theres no hand to wipe it dry
Never let anyone hear you howl
for theres no ears to hear and heal
Never let anyone see you mourn
for theres no shoulders to lean on
Never look depressed
for theres no heart to understand you

So smile, smile my friend
to feel inside happy
Sometimes Smile my friend
to show your friends you are happy
Sometimes smile my friend
to make your friends happy
Sometimes smile my friend
to make your family happy
and at times, smile my friend
to make your foes unhappy.

END

MYSELF
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I am in pain but i shnt feel it
I am hurt but i shnt show it
I am angry but ishnt take it out

I want to cry but my tears are not to be seen
I want to shout but my voice is not to be heard
I want to stomp outbut my behaviour shnt cause any scene

So I have to take it all
I have to live thru all
for somethings in life never change at all

END

ATTEMPT
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I wanted to write a poem
but I couldnt get it rhyme
I couldnt finish it in time
and so I was in pain
But wanted to try again
'cause of the inspiration from my friends
Rhyme or no rhyme
This poem is for them.

END